I am so lost and I don't know where to go from here
Scattered thoughts, do I push on? Or do I end everything?
My tears, my tears, always taste like apathy
Save me from the dark, save me from myself
I can barely see
Too much pain, and no fucking gain
I can't escape now, it's too late
A negative perspective
I am so lost
There is no empathy left
There is no love
Life is dead to me
I hate everything
Life is dead to me
I hate everything
If I die before tonight, I'm sorry
I'll be on the other side, waiting
But if I live, will you forgive me
and my mistakes?
No, I'm not doing well
I'm sick of living in this apathetic shell
Thoughts of suicide, I'd be better off dead
I've always fucking tried
So, give me the fucking spade
and I'll dig my own grave
You'll never see me again
Death is my new best friend
I try, I try, to release the pain
but in the end, I always lose more than I gain
One by one, each light inside me dies
death meets death, I'm staring him in the eyes
Give me the fucking spade
I'll dig my own grave
give me the fucking spade
I'll dig my own grave
give me the fucking spade
I'll dig my own grave
If I die before tonight, I'm sorry
I'll be on the other side, waiting
But if I live, will you forgive me
and my mistakes?
The voices in my head
Are never fucking sleeping
There's always more than one
So which do I believe in
Now I know beauty
Now I know beauty
Now I know beauty in life
Now I know beauty in life was always right in front of me
credits
released May 18, 2016
All music written and recorded by Chromatide
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